Cretacious Fudd's Memoir's

Goings on

2007-04-27T23:26:19Z

I find myself more and more wishing I had never come home from England, To date I can count on one hand the number of times I have been sociable with the people who "missed" me so much.

The only consitantly good thing that has happened has been Angela. Without Her I would have been on a plane back to england Months ago. It's odd how spending time away from those close to you gives you perspective.

In other news, I need KNee Surgery. Certain muscles in my knee have attrophied and it's getting more and more painfull to walk, let alone go out and spend time with people.

I miss people but mostly my schedule for work gets in the way.

Hokai

2007-01-27T06:37:51Z

Right, Here I am sitting in the Airport with possibly the worst feeling ever, tonight. A couple days ago I got a flu shot, Seems that this flu strain would have Kicked my ASS BIGTIME! As I am reacting badly to this shot. Lesigh, I am also having what I like to term a schedule Insecure day, I let the majority of my insecurities out and see what I can logic out of it. I have come up with some Curious thoughts.

1) I hate the tourism field, Customer service is not my passion, in fact Apathy is more accurate.
2) Somewhere along the road of Life I made a compromise and then another and then another, I plan to change that trend.
3) I have fallen out of touch with some of my favorite people and will do my best to get in touch with you, if you read this email me your contact info.
4)I am insanely in love with my girlfriend, when talks of longterm commitment fill me with warm happy feelings and the urge to prance. . .Nuff said.
5) The usual g/f issues when she is younger than you, and living with her folks.
6) I need to exercis more, I'm getting lazy and I dislike that.
7) never underestimate the power of a good video game party.
8)Going back to school, I hated Crowds. YAY!

Airport Madness

2007-01-11T06:02:18Z

So, with the white stuff flying and me working at the airport. Guess who doesn't get to go home. . . . That's right ME!!! Normally not getting home a good thing, in this case it's due to many buses failing to navigate through winter conditions. luckily I have a girlfriend who has very forgiving parents who are willing to put me up for the night. . . .

In other news, tonight people are alive only because It would be illegal to kill them. Whatever happened to manners and people realizing that hey the world doesn't revolve around them. In the past week there have been some people who if I had no chance of getting caught would have seriously tempted me to brake one of the ten commandments.

In even further news, I am soooo freaking happy with my girlfriend, it's nice to have someone to cuddle with and do all the Sickening couple stuff with. Sooo different....

Ciao peeps

I'm Going to the special hell

2006-12-31T06:19:34Z

Well everyone, I hate to brake it to you guys over LJ.
I'm not single anymore, I have chosen a wonderfull young lady as my partner in crime. The facts' she's 5'6"-5'8" ish and Totally my girl.

Well there you folks go.
Update complete.

Kicked in the Testicles

2006-11-25T02:58:48Z

Well Today was going so well up until the "I don't think this is going to work out" phone call from work.

TIme to look to look for work again. . . I hate you Mister Cambell

Lest we forget.

2006-11-11T19:54:07Z

Many of you know very little about my past. I come from a Navy family, my Gandfather was in the Navy and both my parents. I was even going to be in the Military until I had to have my lung removed. Today marks the anniversary of the ending of one of the most world shaping events of the previous century. And I see that most of the nations seem to froget the The price paid for the peace that has existed. That saddens me, it alos fills me with dred knowing that sooner or later We will face yet another world conflict.

To those that paid that price I say Thank you.

IN FLANDERS FIELDS the poppies blow
Between the crosses row on row,
That mark our place; and in the sky
The larks, still bravely singing, fly
Scarce heard amid the guns below.

We are the Dead. Short days ago
We lived, felt dawn, saw sunset glow,
Loved and were loved, and now we lie
In Flanders fields.

Take up our quarrel with the foe:
To you from failing hands we throw
The torch; be yours to hold it high.
If ye break faith with us who die
We shall not sleep, though poppies grow
In Flanders fields.

sabbatguy @ 2006-11-10T18:04:00

2006-11-11T01:04:44Z

so updatey time.
I may have ajob in the township of Langley, which begs me to think, why would I stay in Vancouver. It would be much easier on me to live in Langley and other junk. Especially considering I would be workign the night shift(YAY). Well that's about all that's new.

sabbatguy @ 2006-10-20T04:42:00

2006-10-20T11:42:21Z

Sabbatguy's Halloween party:

andi_sunrider - didn't dress up, spoilsport.
ashneko - dressed as the Magenta Power Ranger.
camarillamst - dressed as a goblin.
canadian_lakini - didn't even show up and doesn't get any candy.
darth_jordy - dressed as a disturbing self-made character called "Crusty Bananabreath", though it looked more like the Cardinal of Osbusdale.
desdemona_1595 - dressed as Harry S Truman.
elsabet - dressed as Tiffani-Amber Thiessen.
epicbutterfly - dressed as Wile E. Coyote.
froggymcgee - dressed as the Unknown Power Ranger.
jorrah - dressed as Halle Berry.
katz_purr - dressed as a squirrel.
litlebopeepshow - dressed as David Beckham's brother.
mindless_bloger - dressed as a new superhero: Space Ranger.
monkeyfetus - dressed as the Viscount of Optistanara.
neko_indi - dressed as Marge Simpson.
omega_genesis - dressed as Alex Rodriguez, though it looked more like a new superhero: Snow -wave.
porphyre - dressed as Mary-Kate Olsen with her very own conjoined Ashley, and it suited them disturbingly well.
revirish - dressed as a 1980's yuppie child.
rogue_priestess - dressed as Anna Kournikova riding a giraffe.
sabbatgirl - dressed as a character from Harry Potter and the Infinity Hound.
slavewench - dressed as a executive webpage designer.
spifficus - dressed as a ground.
sweetiebear0408 - dessed as a bottle of yepphoooid.
whimsicalzephyr - dressed as something stiff, but what, specifically, you can't tell.

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Oddities of the past

2006-10-19T02:04:05Z

I was sitting down with a friend of mine and we were discussing some of my old friends and how they were doing as he is more up to date with than I am, And it seems that I had said something to really piss off one of my friends. Now this friend to whom I have "said" Something about, lacked the courage, insight or just plain energy to ask me about it. I know how this game works, of course I would deny saying anything Blah blah blah, Well I will go on record as saying that even if I think ill of someone I Tend to keep it to myself, You know the whole golden rule thing and tus respecting the people your friends are even if you don't respect their actions kind of thing.

NOw which comment dear friends could I said to end so Golden a friendship. I apparently eluded to the fact that a friends was great fun in the scak but not worth Dating. . . .

Now if anyone knows me they know that kind of drivle does not come out of my mouth except for two reasons, I totally disrespect the person it's about or I am drunk, Like REALLY DRUNK, and will own upto it and appologize for my harshness.

Sorry if this rant is unexpected but i am tired of so called Friends Playing the fucking victim when they could have raised a voice or even a damned phone call and said"You know what you said was really hurtfull and I don't think I want to be your friend anymore" INstead of FUCK HIm I'm never speaking to him again

To these people I say
"Grow the fck up, and either confront me or Leave me alone"

Thoughts while drunk

2006-10-11T08:48:20Z

Once again I am sitting with a friend whom I haven't seen in many months. I sit here counting the beer bottles, the forgotten and lost soldiers of my personal war. The war on sobriety, I come to realize that I shouldn't sit and log into my LJ while I drink. I tend to get real honest, and it seems that I see things differently.

I'm going to log off now, for fear of people asking a question and my answering it.

updatey goodness

2006-10-08T17:50:34Z

So I am here sitting in Lana and Damiens living watching the ever good but not "last action hero" It's always been one of my guilty pleasures. I mean ARNAULD quoting shakespear. Anyhow I went to VCON last night to see what the camarilla was upto, and ran into Damien and some of the cast of INto the Black, which I think will be a good series, anyhow I got to chatting with one of the actresses and Then I got the very first Autograph, and then later that night I got the second, YAY me!!!!

SO being me I have triple booked my next weekend, and will have to juggle everything as always.

See you at the victor!

Yo!

2006-10-07T03:10:39Z

I am Home, Hello Vancouver.
ANyone wants to get in touch with me email me or phone my mom.

Ciao

I meant to post this yesterday

2006-09-20T23:35:41Z

A song My bro and used to sit and sing while drinking, and god willing will do so again.

I bang on the door but she won't let me in
'Cause you're sick and tired of me reeking of gin
You lock all the doors from the front to the back
and left me a note telling me I should pack

I walk in the bar and the fella's all cheer
Order me up a whiskey and beer
If you're asking me why I'm writing this poem
Some call it a tavern but I call it home

Fuck you I'm drunk, fuck you I'm drunk
Pour my beer down the drain, I've got more in the trunk
Fuck you I'm drunk, fuck you I'm drunk
And I'm gonna be drunk 'til the next time I'm drunk

You've given me an option, you said I must choose
'tween you and the liquor, then I'll take the booze
I'm jumpin' on Western down to the south side
Where I'll sit down and exercise my Irish Pride

September already!!!! WTF!

2006-09-03T02:43:06Z

Right, I was sitting behind the bar tonight talking with a Co-worker while waiting for possibly the most pretensious Brits I have ever met in my life to FUCK OFF so I could actually get back to my actual work. And it dawns on me, that it's september, and it only feels like the start of June. I mean HOLY SHIT where did all that time go. Then I sat down and realized just how much of my time was eaten up by work. Working 60+ hours a week and just having it feel like 40. I need a vacation from this Vacation. So I am taking steps to do just that. I handed in my notice and am going to see if I can live with some Cam friends over here, Just going to buss tables or whatever part time work I can get.

I still haven't done one thing I wanted to do when I first came over here. I have yet to see stonehenge or even London Zoo. But never fear faithfull readers I am going to achieve these lofty goals. I have some time off and will not be detered even if I have to go alone to one of these places I shall go there.

Ciao For now
Mik

Wierd Ass dreams and such

2006-08-27T15:57:49Z

So, There I was in my little o' house dreaming as one does in their sleep. And it hits me, I look down at my finger and there is a wedding ring on it. I realize then that I'm pushing a tram. And this odd feeling hits me, a quite satisfaction, that somehow life is more meaningfull or atleast more fullfilling.

Looks like the subconscious just called to let me know the BioClock just kicked in. . .

Other than that life is still good.

Plan are on going for my honecoming, looks like to be mid feb early march. In time for my Birthday.

Cause I can!

2006-08-10T04:33:13Z

So I have made a choice to see Brussels in Sept, somewhere areound the 3rd weekend. Why? Because I can. No other reason. I had a pen pal in Belguim awhile back and she always told me how lovely it is over there. Seeing as the kids will be in school I figure it's good time for me, though maybe I should go midweek.

Life so far

2006-08-07T22:03:03Z

Let me see, what's changed to date, I find my point of view has changed incredibly, whether this is good or bad remains to be seen. I miss people back home and due to recent changes in the structure of managemnt in this hotel I just might be coming home for longer than expected if and when I do come home.

To update you all, ONe of my "co-workers" thnks she has the run of the place and ahs refused to change along with the policies that are being implimented, this has caused one of the the best managers I know of to quit the company. This leaves senority and experience to determine who replaces her. In that respect I am in the lead, however after having a "chat" with this co-worker She expects to win the job. and To make the life of anyone who gets this job over her hell.

"don't you think that's overreacting alittle?" was my repsonce. Let's just say she didn't take my lack of supoprt well.
In the end If I do get the job I doubt our professional relationship is going to be the smooth sailing I would like.

But that's not my problem just yet.

My problem is this, I have met 2 great women types and find myself unable to choose tween the two. Let's face it in the multiple partners/choices catergory I have little to know experience of my own. And Neither of them would consider polyamory, I thought about it and brought into conversation being very subtle.

I'm trying to nail down when I could make it home but my work situation keeps changing and thus making it harder to confirm dates of vacationess.

Though my secret plans are still on.

Updatey Goodness

2006-08-02T14:39:08Z

Well it's been awhile since I was on here. And what a ride it's been. Still no house for me and my Czech roomies. And living in a
hotel room for the past month has kinda gotten on my nerves. But in the end it's a matter of patience. I've made some kick ass friends the last month and have become known as Canadude in Peterborough. I believe it's because they can't remember my name. While there I got a Haircut for Cancer relief. Chelley knows what kind of haircut that is.

I've been real happy these last few nights and working out in the gym has been emotionally stabilizing for me.

Btw I would suggest all you action movie fans to see The Warrior King. Bad acting, Crazy plot, But Once the action starts it's time to cream your pants. On the not so action market stormbreaker, Not as good.

Now some of you are aware of my secret plans, those that are email me so we can cement them.

Cheers

Things I miss

2006-07-18T18:11:53Z

Here is a listing of the things I miss since moving to the UK.

Good BBQ's
Wading through a sea of people, only to be rewarded with Hooters for shooters.
The Irish Extended Family.
Rum and Pirate movie nights.
Strip Clubs over Gentlemans clubs. Atleast we're honest about it.
The Ocean and Proper Mountains.
Late night's in timmy ho ho's listening to the world go by. PS(Would kill for Tim horton's coffee)
Sitting on the porch at 3am with a cold lager in my hands, looking up at the Stars.
Outdoor pools.
Playing Pool on good table, the tables here suck ass
Ice hockey
Women that say eh alot.
Hikes in an actual forest.

Sinfully Delicious

2006-07-06T18:40:33Z

You read right avid readers, I have found my own very version of Food nervana. A local shop makes the best summer dish I have ever . . .EVER eaten. It was Locally made, IE in the store Vanilla Ice cream and Local Strawberries. . . . I think I scared some of the locals with the noices I made while eating. But that was my day OH Side note, Peacocks are afraid of thunder, I now know this as I was helping the Groundskeepers and one jumped by me as I was PLanting flowers over the Pond, I almost fell in. . . .ALmost. luckily my piratey-ninja training prevailed and I meerly fellback onto my bottom and exclaimed loudly, "Off with you birdie" The groundskeepers laughed at me. . . .THEY SHALL PAY!!!!

Updaty goodness. . .

2006-07-05T18:37:14Z

Well, here I am finally settling into my new place, I'm living in a wonderfully historic property,that's only 40 mins outside of london proper. I am so excited about this position as it is a chance to build the property's reputation as well as pad my resume, which the Brits call a C.V. Btw C.V stand for Curriculum Vitae. . .It sounds like a learned goth to me. . .

ANyhow now that randomness is out of the way I will be living in the house of M, all the housemates names start with M. It's odd as well I have two flatmates. Two ladies in fact. One is from the Czech Republic the other is Slovacian. I haven't met her yet.
But the fact that whole house belongs to us 3 is awesome. I haven't been this excited for awhile when it comes to work. Saturday finds me going into London to watch Pirates of the Carribean. Alas I shall be without my cuddle pirate cohort and more importantly lacking rum . . . IN fact why's the rum gone??????

I'm getting along with all of the staff here, it's odd. even the GM is cool. Also I seem to have made an impression with the Irish Cammies as I have been told I am going to their national event. No choice in the matter I go or there will be consequences. . . LOL Me missing an Irish Party. . . And hell freezes over.

Well should get back to the land of the Livin.
Yarr Harrrgh Me hearties

HAppy Canuck Day!!!!!!

2006-07-01T14:06:02Z

Hey people out there in the Virtual world, Happy Canada Day. I find myself in England for the occassion, also England plays portugal in the world cup. SO what's a Canuck to do??? Damn right go out, buy drinks and hole up until the maddness is over. Also I find myself thinking of going to York for no good reason, BUt I am.

A friend of mine sent me this message about friendship and while rather descriptive, it is also rather apt.

Friendship is like peeing your pants, everyone can see it, but only you can feel the true warmth.

HOpe everyone is happy, I'm off to york Yay 2 hour train ride!!!

Yoinked!!!

2006-06-28T08:02:33Z

1.Name:
2.Birthday:
3.Place of residence:
What makes you happy:
5.What are you listening to now/have listened to last:
6.Do you read my lj:
7.If you do, what is particularly good/bad about it:
8.An interesting fact about you:
9.Are you in love/have a crush at the moment:
10.Favourite place to be:
11.Favourite lyric:
12.Best time of the year:
13.Do you remember when we met?
14.Have I been a good friend to you?
15.Tell me something you've never told me before.
PLUS
1.One thing you like about me:
2.Two things you like about yourself:
3.Put this in your lj so i can tell you what i think of you.
4.Post a picture you (if possible):sorry can't.

sabbatguy @ 2006-06-24T01:30:00

2006-06-24T00:37:30Z

WHat the Fuck, What the Fuck, What the fucking, Fucking, Fucking, Fuck?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!????

JERRY SPRINGER THE OPERA!!!!!!!

Yo

2006-06-21T23:16:57Z

Happy Solstice people, I was hit by an overwhelming need to come home today. I was troubled by my dreams. It would seem that I worry about certain friends as I am the rock to which they cling. And Not being around seems to have shaken the foundations of their lives or atleast that's what my Ego/Conscoience is telling me. On a brighter side I got celibrate my SOltice in the Buff with Copious amounts of the Dark Nectar. I got paid my vacation payt today and my last month of work cheque comes on the last day o the month. YAY bling bling.

For an update on the job front I got another hotel job, it starts Canada Day, I had a chuckle when I heard the news. It would be about 40 mins outside of london, which makes me a happy kiddo, since that means all the perks of living near a capital yet far enough away to avoid the troubles.

I do miss everyone from home, more so today than any other. LIke I said Troubling dreams, but is it ego thinking that without the calming influence I bring people can't survive their own bullshit, or is it knowing that people miss me and Feeling guilt over it?

I would think it's the lack of consistant updates, but then again what do people put in their Lj'S?

Meh I've enjoyed the vacation I am having though in truth since I worked my ass at the previous hotel I've just been sleeping long hours and playing on the computer, I plan to goto the Cinema and catch a flick soon.

Well Happy solstice people, I go sleep now